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im not really fond of books....
but i guess reading some other peoples' work is definetly beneficial to own knowledge, your attitude and sometimes it may even bring u to reflect upon your own thoughts.
hmmm..
just passed by a blog,
and i realised....
she has what i felt....
however, previously i only concentrate on the minor stuffs that trigger my emotions.
but not at a bigger picture.
i was probably too niave and simple thinking...
now i know what it is to be a good reflection.
a good reflection is not sth that describes the entire situation and how it trigger ur emotions,
but is what u learn from it.
probably i still did mention somehow,
but i was paying more attention on the situation.
that was really a lesson learnt.
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but i guess reading some other peoples' work is definetly beneficial to own knowledge, your attitude and sometimes it may even bring u to reflect upon your own thoughts.
hmmm..
just passed by a blog,
and i realised....
she has what i felt....
however, previously i only concentrate on the minor stuffs that trigger my emotions.
but not at a bigger picture.
i was probably too niave and simple thinking...
now i know what it is to be a good reflection.
a good reflection is not sth that describes the entire situation and how it trigger ur emotions,
but is what u learn from it.
probably i still did mention somehow,
but i was paying more attention on the situation.
that was really a lesson learnt.
after weeks of attachment, im crazy over shopping!!
going everywhere also can shop...
after my entire day of shopping on sat which cost me total of 104 bucks,
i continue to shop till now...
even at school today.
must be wondering in school what can i shop right?
its shocking k!
i spent almost 50 bucks in the school co-op for a pullover and a shirt.
damn disgusiting looking at the way i spent my $$$!!!!
no income but money kept flowing out like water...
im predicting that im gonna spent at least 150 bucks more....
and im still going to batam this week!
argh!!! BROKE!!!
ok, just whining how poor im getting and also reflect on my spending, but i just couldnt help it =x
have to start saving and earn back my min bank amount when school starts...
must do some financial planning!!!
other than going to school to hand in the stupid reflections,
had my lunch with mushroom at engin and ate my fav tao hui...
yummy!
then wanted to explore the school...
but we were stuck at the co-op for almost an hr....
thats ladies!
hahahaha...
okie, then i found out something that i never see before anywhere...
" A nude slipper" - slipper with nothing attached to it, only the base of the slipper...
cool right!!!!
so much wanted, but think of my pocket plus i dont think i will want to bear the risk.
in case, one day if the base cant work anymore then i have to go barefoot....
okie, i met caveman today coincidentally...
loll....
i realised sth...
could attachment changed caveman personality to become more socialise?
hahaha...
initially i thot i could be dreaming...
how could caveman not be a caveman! lol...
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going everywhere also can shop...
after my entire day of shopping on sat which cost me total of 104 bucks,
i continue to shop till now...
even at school today.
must be wondering in school what can i shop right?
its shocking k!
i spent almost 50 bucks in the school co-op for a pullover and a shirt.
damn disgusiting looking at the way i spent my $$$!!!!
no income but money kept flowing out like water...
im predicting that im gonna spent at least 150 bucks more....
and im still going to batam this week!
argh!!! BROKE!!!
ok, just whining how poor im getting and also reflect on my spending, but i just couldnt help it =x
have to start saving and earn back my min bank amount when school starts...
must do some financial planning!!!
other than going to school to hand in the stupid reflections,
had my lunch with mushroom at engin and ate my fav tao hui...
yummy!
then wanted to explore the school...
but we were stuck at the co-op for almost an hr....
thats ladies!
hahahaha...
okie, then i found out something that i never see before anywhere...
" A nude slipper" - slipper with nothing attached to it, only the base of the slipper...
cool right!!!!
so much wanted, but think of my pocket plus i dont think i will want to bear the risk.
in case, one day if the base cant work anymore then i have to go barefoot....
okie, i met caveman today coincidentally...
loll....
i realised sth...
could attachment changed caveman personality to become more socialise?
hahaha...
initially i thot i could be dreaming...
how could caveman not be a caveman! lol...
i dont think i have done right after much thoughts.
but i dont feel guilty.
its just that flashes keep on popping on my head...
i wondered could i have handled it better?
i just wondered, how should i deal it if i am given a 2nd chance.
if its others, what would they do?
i need an advice...
today is the 4th day of attachment and is my first day of afternoon shift.
i kinda enjoy afternoon shift more than morning shift.
probably because im a nocturnal person,
am more awake and alert in the afternoon and night.
it allows me to be more hyperactive and can carry out my practices better.
finally first day, inflicting no harm to anyone!
i begin to like my patients (=
some are damn funny...
especially many of them are elderly and their behavior and mentality are kinda like a 2nd childhood, they are damn cute =p
today began to apply a thicker face mask, hence had more communication with the nurses.
and also become more daring in speaking up what i want.
overall, i began to enjoy =D
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i kinda enjoy afternoon shift more than morning shift.
probably because im a nocturnal person,
am more awake and alert in the afternoon and night.
it allows me to be more hyperactive and can carry out my practices better.
finally first day, inflicting no harm to anyone!
i begin to like my patients (=
some are damn funny...
especially many of them are elderly and their behavior and mentality are kinda like a 2nd childhood, they are damn cute =p
today began to apply a thicker face mask, hence had more communication with the nurses.
and also become more daring in speaking up what i want.
overall, i began to enjoy =D
i just finish my reflections.
but i took a long time to finish because it is not going in a smooth flow of thoughts.
it should be right?
but im too occupied in answering the guided questions.
sigh~
its actually one of the difficult reflections to write about in my entire life.
i also dont know why.
its only the third day,
and i dont think im enjoying it at all...
i just felt drained.
everyday a facade smile.
and have to put on a thick layer of skin to beg for signatures.
just cant wait for this to end....
actually some thoughts passed my mind but i know i shouldnt be thinking this way.
im beginning to think if im really suitable for it.
sigh~
i hope i will do better in the 2nd week such that i can convinced myself to carry on.
i need a motivation which can push me to wake up at 6 am everyday, to survive the 2 weeks...
anyway, my back is feeling much better today but my leg is aching like shit.
must continue with good body mechanics even during sleeping.
oh yeah, i had a scary dream last night.
i dreamt that my results are out and i got horrible result till its unbelivable.. but its so true..
i dreamt i gotten my GPA score of 2.9/5 !
i hope this is not true...
or else im really gonna breakdown....
ok, thats all for today... need to work out my objectives and im off to sleep =D
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but i took a long time to finish because it is not going in a smooth flow of thoughts.
it should be right?
but im too occupied in answering the guided questions.
sigh~
its actually one of the difficult reflections to write about in my entire life.
i also dont know why.
its only the third day,
and i dont think im enjoying it at all...
i just felt drained.
everyday a facade smile.
and have to put on a thick layer of skin to beg for signatures.
just cant wait for this to end....
actually some thoughts passed my mind but i know i shouldnt be thinking this way.
im beginning to think if im really suitable for it.
sigh~
i hope i will do better in the 2nd week such that i can convinced myself to carry on.
i need a motivation which can push me to wake up at 6 am everyday, to survive the 2 weeks...
anyway, my back is feeling much better today but my leg is aching like shit.
must continue with good body mechanics even during sleeping.
oh yeah, i had a scary dream last night.
i dreamt that my results are out and i got horrible result till its unbelivable.. but its so true..
i dreamt i gotten my GPA score of 2.9/5 !
i hope this is not true...
or else im really gonna breakdown....
ok, thats all for today... need to work out my objectives and im off to sleep =D
2nd day of attachment.
get up with a body ache, esp. my LUMBAR area.
now i cannt bend... anything really must use body mechanics now! =(
but anyway, today was definetly a better day than yesterday!
because i learnt much more things, had more hands on.
1. showering. - a time to scan for presure areas
2. feeding
3. parameters
4. changing diapers
5. changing linen
6. draining of urine bag.
7. record
and especially, APIE in real case scenario which taught and analysed with me by sis.
really grateful to her, despite i broke out into cold sweats and the qns being asked is worst than contemp exam. phew!
because it really gives me the believe in how to apply and hence bringing out its importance.
she woke up my niave-tivity.
all these may sound and seemed easy. but i tell u its not. all ur arts, sci, ethical, personal knowing have to come in inorder to do them well!
ok, i really need to sleep early tonight to wake up early tml.
argh! hate rushing, luckily i dont have to depend on bus. if not i will really have to pay back 2 hrs. =/
to have sufficient back rest and for me to open my eyes big and wide to listen to report.
argh... no wonder i got a feeling of being asked.
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get up with a body ache, esp. my LUMBAR area.
now i cannt bend... anything really must use body mechanics now! =(
but anyway, today was definetly a better day than yesterday!
because i learnt much more things, had more hands on.
1. showering. - a time to scan for presure areas
2. feeding
3. parameters
4. changing diapers
5. changing linen
6. draining of urine bag.
7. record
and especially, APIE in real case scenario which taught and analysed with me by sis.
really grateful to her, despite i broke out into cold sweats and the qns being asked is worst than contemp exam. phew!
because it really gives me the believe in how to apply and hence bringing out its importance.
she woke up my niave-tivity.
all these may sound and seemed easy. but i tell u its not. all ur arts, sci, ethical, personal knowing have to come in inorder to do them well!
ok, i really need to sleep early tonight to wake up early tml.
argh! hate rushing, luckily i dont have to depend on bus. if not i will really have to pay back 2 hrs. =/
to have sufficient back rest and for me to open my eyes big and wide to listen to report.
argh... no wonder i got a feeling of being asked.
First day at work!
more observation that doing.
but i did sth.
despite knowing the skills,
coming to clinical practicum is different.
a real scenario this time,
it adds on to the tense that u have to do it one time and no wrong.
but it seriously differ alot alot alot...
my mind seem unable to connect the skills we learnt in lab and in real scenario,
despite the things we do are the same.
ok, and i know i seriously have to put in effort to work out my objectives and plan what i must do before each day starts, or else no signature =(
esp the recording work adds on to the already stress working environment.
just one day, im tired... =(
ahh!
ok, im just whining...
i have 9 days more to go...
if i continue to whine, it wont do me good... it will just make me feel each day is a misery!
so.. im gonna stop! stop whining!!!
reflection:
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more observation that doing.
but i did sth.
despite knowing the skills,
coming to clinical practicum is different.
a real scenario this time,
it adds on to the tense that u have to do it one time and no wrong.
but it seriously differ alot alot alot...
my mind seem unable to connect the skills we learnt in lab and in real scenario,
despite the things we do are the same.
ok, and i know i seriously have to put in effort to work out my objectives and plan what i must do before each day starts, or else no signature =(
esp the recording work adds on to the already stress working environment.
just one day, im tired... =(
ahh!
ok, im just whining...
i have 9 days more to go...
if i continue to whine, it wont do me good... it will just make me feel each day is a misery!
so.. im gonna stop! stop whining!!!
reflection:
- i need to be more proactive in asking if i can do the things myself.
- need to have more confidence that i can do it. I KNOW IT!
- need to "love to interact more
- oh yeah! i think i need to be more alert man =x
- lastly, before everything, i must plan my objectives!!!
ahhhh!!!
tml is already attachment,
im still in a very holiday and slacky mood...
not mentally prepared at all.
still unsure of many things.
i assumed that we have to have our own objectives,
but till now i dont know what i want out of this attachement.
to make sure i get to explore and have a hands-on on my skills i learnt.
hmm.. probabaly,
but i just dislike it when whatever skills we do we have to record them down....
its a hassle!
i think im troubled with the troublesome admin work =/
grrrr....
someone pls guide me along....
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tml is already attachment,
im still in a very holiday and slacky mood...
not mentally prepared at all.
still unsure of many things.
i assumed that we have to have our own objectives,
but till now i dont know what i want out of this attachement.
to make sure i get to explore and have a hands-on on my skills i learnt.
hmm.. probabaly,
but i just dislike it when whatever skills we do we have to record them down....
its a hassle!
i think im troubled with the troublesome admin work =/
grrrr....
someone pls guide me along....
